Lexus Madden

My name is Lexus and I'm a little standoffish. In the last four years I've changed quite a bit. I have always spoke my mind, but recently I've silently judged. I try hard to be what people what, but times have changed. At one point in time, I had friends who said we'd be friends forever, now I don't even stop to say hi to them when they pass by in the halls. I don't get upset when they don't invite me to dinner or favorite my tweets on twitter. People change everyday, I can't tell them whether to leave or to stay. Without a lot of friends, I don't really listen to peoples opinions of me because I really don't care. People who know me, know I'm completely different than how I am judged. Once I have formed an opinion about you, its hard to change my mind. I am a grudge holder. I let my feelings take control of me often but I try not to let people influence my decisions because at the end of the day, I'm living for me. Instead of self motivated, I am family motivated. Life can change in a matter of seconds. Thats what happened to me, life changed and so did I.